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morning / for john
dated: idk whenever
Martin certainly didn't used to wake up with such ease, rising naturally before any alarm he might set. Indicative first that he feels more relaxed here, that he actually enjoys his job, and now, unbelievably, joyously, that he has someone to wake up with. John is not an early or an easy riser, but Martin likes that just fine, as it allows him precious moments in the light of dawn to return quietly to consciousness, remember where he is and why he's so happy, to blink through the haze of whatever dreams he's already forgetting and see John beside him, resting, breathing slowly.
Martin likes to just look at him, but he knows that has a limited life span; John can always feel it when he's being watched, sooner or later. So more and more he finds other ways to rouse him, as gently as possible: a little kiss to the brow, a warm hand cradling the back of his neck or brushing through his hair. This morning, pulled by an inward surge of affection, he foregoes these gentler methods and just shuffles forward, wrapping an arm around the narrow hunch of John's shoulders and pulling himself close, positioned such that he can reverse their frequent arrangement, tucking his chin on top of John's head. He smiles and shuts his eyes as he feels John stir beneath him.
"G'morning," he says softly.
Martin certainly didn't used to wake up with such ease, rising naturally before any alarm he might set. Indicative first that he feels more relaxed here, that he actually enjoys his job, and now, unbelievably, joyously, that he has someone to wake up with. John is not an early or an easy riser, but Martin likes that just fine, as it allows him precious moments in the light of dawn to return quietly to consciousness, remember where he is and why he's so happy, to blink through the haze of whatever dreams he's already forgetting and see John beside him, resting, breathing slowly.
Martin likes to just look at him, but he knows that has a limited life span; John can always feel it when he's being watched, sooner or later. So more and more he finds other ways to rouse him, as gently as possible: a little kiss to the brow, a warm hand cradling the back of his neck or brushing through his hair. This morning, pulled by an inward surge of affection, he foregoes these gentler methods and just shuffles forward, wrapping an arm around the narrow hunch of John's shoulders and pulling himself close, positioned such that he can reverse their frequent arrangement, tucking his chin on top of John's head. He smiles and shuts his eyes as he feels John stir beneath him.
"G'morning," he says softly.
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His smile widens as Martin traces his fingers over his cheek, and he mutters a playfully dubious, "If you say so." Then he blinks his eyes back open, gazing at Martin with unguarded fondness for a few moments before leaning forward to press a soft kiss against his lips.
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"I do," he says as they draw apart, his eyes flitting attentively over John's face. John's waking up now, which was the goal, but of course now the idea of actually getting up seems less important. Perhaps just a bit longer, lying here together, safe and warm and relaxed.
His eyes drift inevitably back down to John's lips and he leans in to kiss him again, soft and slow.
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"Could have a lie-in," he muses, his hand resuming its idle exploration, sliding over the curve of Martin's waist. He doesn't make the suggestion with any significant hope of being indulged — he knows Martin is an early riser by inclination as much as habit — but part of what makes the idea so enticing is its rarity. "It'd be fun," he tries anyway, gently nudging Martin's nose with his own.
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But Christ, John so rarely asks for things, and he's so adorable now, nuzzling at him like that, trying to sell the idea as being fun... John makes so many concessions for Martin, and Martin can return that favor now, easily.
"All right," he says, fondly indulgent, and presses another kiss to John's brow before nestling closer against him. "Just this once."
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It's all deliciously cozy, and with his arm draped around Martin's side, it doesn't take any real effort to curl his fingers in a gentle scritching motion along Martin's back. It's part thanks and, if he's being scrupulously honest, part drowsy, hopeful suggestion.
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"Like that?" he says, seeking direction as well as approval as he returns the gesture along the ridge of one of John's shoulder blades, usual culprits in his experience.
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